The Dark Clouds

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I was dancing with the bright full moon
Swaying through the days like a pioneer
Neglecting your enduring presence
Losing site of your existence

You float there in the shadows
Gathering your deep cuts
Black holes with infinite mass of sorrow
Til it's time to say hello
During my highest of highs
You drag me to below

Dark clouds above and all around
Raining teardrops in thunderous storms
You drown me with exhaustion
This head heavy with emptiness
Lungs gasping for air

Remembering when we first met
on the cold grey tiles in 1992

~Alia Adistya

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